I have a hard time with control. I have the best time when I surrender my control and let events roll out as they will. I know this to my core and yet…I struggle. 

I want to control my environment and everything in it, or at least that’s what I tell myself. 

What I really enjoy doing is letting go, although this is the hardest state for me to regain. In fact, I can’t try to get there. It’s more of a relaxing and knowing things will work out as they need to. 

This is the perspective I want for this journey. I have this duality of wanting to succeed and putting so much output into the objective of meeting everyone. But that’s not really the purpose of this journey. It’s to take my time and see what unfolds naturally. 

I can’t force this journey. All I can do is take it moment by moment, day by day, and person by person and see what happens next.